When no matter how big or small you think, you don't want to be anywhere.
When you've deconstructed god, not because you wanted to, but because you needed something that could hold up to scrutiny.
When you can see the nets we've woven around ourselves as a society, with all its tangles and all its holes. How comfortable it can make us, as long as we don't look too hard at what it's made of. And for goodness sake, don't struggle against it. Don't even talk about it.
When lies and lies and lies have been told. All in the form of I love you. Over and Over. When that doesn't mean I won't turn my back on you forever in a second.
When you find the good people, the few that remain after the fire and you are not like them, and it makes you feel more lonely than ever.
